crystalspectrum

fake eyerows and lip injections only point more imperfections of your sill plastic barbie life that you try to never let die so the scares of everyday are just enough for this attention whore hair extensions and blacked out eyes is the push you need to rool the dice as you walk home alone waiting for the calls or the next round of pills remember you might of once been in his bed but i'll always be the one in his head.

to be diffreent?  or to be same?    is the question in our brains     should i sit down and falsely pray   or stand out against the rain? should i bow to your queen or just stand out and scream  prove my point     or wast my ways    in your lies of everyday   i am who i am and that wont change so go ahead and play the name games i refuse to hide how i feel so once im gone ill send you this   can you really forget what you tryed to rinse?  

how its been for many years i dont think these scares will ever heal you hear me say and see me act but you mind fades to black you'll never change but expect me to if only you could see the world from my shoes you might understand the pain i feel inside you say im wasting my life away with these "satanic" bands i play and the fact that i never pray but maybe its you who has always hit snooze

how its been for many years i dont think these scares will ever heal you hear me say and see me act but you mind fades to black you'll never change but expect me to if only you could see the world from my shoes you might understand the pain i feel inside you say im wasting my life away with these "satanic" bands i play and the fact that i never pray but maybe its you who has always hit snooze